Thursday.

It's already 19th of February. But I'm still wondering..

5 days ago was Valentine Day. It is a real sweet day all couples in this world.
Valentine Day for me used to be a normal day. But she had changed the meaning
of Valentine Day. She is my girlfriend..Moreen. Although on Valentine Day we
can't stay together and celebrate with each other. But I'm sure You're the only one
I want to celebrate with.

Valentine Present for my Dearest Moreen.

By the way,14th of February is my Dad's birthday! My elder
brothers,my younger sister and I bought my Dad a wallet since his wallet is shabby.
And this is the first time we bought him present. Thank you DAD. The day after Valentine
Day was my cousin wedding day. I wonder why don't she hold her wedding ceremony on
Valentine Day. How sweet if she hold her wedding ceremony on Valentine Day. And my
cousin's husband was a Australian. My whole family had attended my cousin wedding dinner
on that night. We're so enjoy because we took over a table and there is no outsider. These
are the photos we took on that night.

Me & Moreen & groomsman.

Me & Moreen. Mum & Dad.

My eldest brother,sister-in-law,elder brother & younger sister.

I'm holding her hand.

My hairstyle look from the back.

Monday.

Just finished my work. Actually I wanted to upload these photos few days ago.

But that's something wrong with my desktop. Whenever I press on NewPost,

the browser will be stuck. I tried to browse the Internet-Explorer without

Add-On. But the same problem occured too. No idea with it..

These is the photos that I wanted to upload.

Here We Go!



This car was completely modified on 31 December 2008. Awesome huh?
But my friends and I didn't hang out on that night..Sigh..

Last saturday night..My friends and I went to Karaoke. Bored..
We reached there at 11. 8 person included Me..But when we're going back,
left 5 person only. After that we went to Penang fool around..
We only took not over ten minutes to reach Penang from Butterworth.
But we took nearly two hours to reach Butterworth from Penang.
The Penang bridge are congested indeed..feel so helpless.
Some more driving alone..zZzz..

Today is the last day of Chinese New Year,15th night.
I will be going my grandma's house..I guess there will be full of noise and excitement.
Wishing everyone have a great time tonight.

Tuesday.

Took this photo before I visit my Grandma in Chinese New Year.

On the road. Back to my house.

Just to upload those photos taken during Chinese New Year.
Continue next time. Moody.

Saturday.

X'mas coming soon..
I still remember last year I pass my X'mas with Hoong Zhang.
Headed Penang in the evening. Went to Gurney shopping..
And I've bought a shirt in white colour. We count down X'mas in front of Gurney.
Played and fooled around with friends..

For this year,I guess I will be alone stay at my home.
She had left me..the song I upload on my blog is specially for you.
But now..the moment I hear this song..I heart goes down and sank.
I know I hurt you alot. I'm sorry..

My parents like you so much. And they always ask me things about you.
They treat you as their daughter in law. It's true..
Do you remember..they bought you a ring from Singapore.
Even they are busy,but they spend time on you.
They go thru whole complex to get you a present.

Veilsidesuprarz

A pair of headlamp and corner light.

A pair of side indicator in black colour.

A pair of black chrome tail light.

Friday Night.

Felt asleep for a while..wake up and finish my works. Just finished..
I'm now stay in my brother's bedroom using his laptop blogging. It's 12:43am..
Yeaaa..My elder brother's examination has ended on yesterday..
My parents are open minded indeed.
Days my brother having his examination..My parents never exert pressure on my brother.
Somemore tell him just do your best. If you failed,it's ok..
Anyway..my brother doesn't care about his examination. He told me it's too late.
Since the examination ended,he is so relaxed and light hearted.
Actually we are planning to have a trip with my family. But I guess my Dad will reject us.
Anyway,I wish that we could go together. And I don't feel like going alone..
This few days my mood are extremely down.
Today I went to SP..looking for my car front and rare bumper.
It's damn hard to get my car bumper in P.P. Because there are only few Mitsubishi Lancer in P.P.
But luckily I found things I looking for in the last minute. Thanks Kim Guan for accompany me.
Tomorrow I will be going to the shop with my Dad if not mistaken.

Someone calls me Mr.Freddy. Am I that scary?
Unless you end up my life. Or else I can't stop loving you till the end of my life..

Character Introduction!

It's 1:46am in the midnight,and I sitting alone in front of the computer.
Thanks Kim Guan for giving me such inspiration to post something.
ends Introduction Included I Myself.

Full Name : Cheng Thiam Hwei.
Age : 18++(2008).
Height : 174cm.
Weight : 48kg.

Status : Complicated.
Personality : I'm an emotional guy.
Hobbies : Drinking & shopping.
Interested In : Any stuff that making money.
Occupation : Banking.
Car Driving : Most of the time Mitsubishi Lancer,sometimes Honda Accord,Proton Iswara.

Full Name : Teoh Hoong Zhang.
Age : 18++(2008).
Height : 175cm.
Weight : 70kg.
Status : In relationship.

Personality : Never get angry.
Hobbies : Play badminton & Drinking.
Interested In : He said,fucking?
Occupation : Student who is taking Aircraft Maintenance Engineering course in Nilai college.
Car Driving : Proton Gen2,Toyota Camry.

Full Name : Tan Kim Guan.
Age : 18++(2008).
Height : 179cm.
Weight : 65kg.

Status : Single.
Personality : Easygoing.
Hobbies : Drinking & daydreaming.
Interested In : Making money.
Occupation : Student who is taking IT course in TARC.
Car Driving : Proton Wira.

Full Name : Ch'ng Khye Keat.
Age : 18++(2008).
Height : 170cm.
Weight : 52kg.

Status : In relationship.
Personality : Obliging.
Hobbies : Drinking & sleeping.
Interested In :
Occupation : Student who is taking IT course in TARC.
Car Driving : Proton Wira.

Full Name : Choo Mei Chee.
Age : 18++(2008).
Height : 162cm.
Weight : 54kg.

Status : Single but not available.
Personality : Active.
Hobbies : Watching anime,eating & sleeping.
Interested In : Depend.
Occupation : Student.
Car Driving : Proton Wira.


This post will be completed in few days time.

Sunday Night.

Tragedy falls on my shop last night. Can you see there is a lot of cops?
Guess what happened to my shop. We had been operated this shop for few years
and this is the first time we fall into police departments.
Anyway,we don't really mind.
Because this shop brings my family a lot of unhappiness and also troubles.
It's really annoying sometimes. Especially those customers..like what I mentioned last time.
I think..the shop has to close for temporary.



Can you see there is only one desktop left on the table?
It's the old model desktop. The rest one had been confiscated by police.

Depressed.

Few days ago,I uploaded a song in my blog.

The song was You're Not Alone by Shayne Ward.

I grabbed this song from one of my friend's blog.

It's weird in a way that everytime when I hear this song,

my heart sank and all I think about is you.

I miss my family,my friends..but I miss you the most.

Tagged by Shane

Instructions:Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.


1. What are your nicknames?
Jin? Ah Huai? Boy?


2. What is your most favourite thing to do?
Enjoy my life.


3. What kind of news do you read?
The Star.


4. If tomorrow is doomsday,what will you do?
I will make amends to the people somehow I have hurt. The rest of time,I will
spend with the ones I love.


5. Is there someone in your heart right now?
My beloved.


6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Hmm..I don't think so.


7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
The one I love the most.


8. What do you feel like doing right now?
Sleeping. I'm tired indeed.


9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
I'm pretty damn sure that I will.


10.List out 3 good points of the person who tagged them.
Friendly. Helpful. Nice.


11.What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
She don't have to be perfect,just be perfect for me.


12.What is the things that will make you think he/she is bad?
Improper behaviour. Derail?


13.If you had to eat one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Spicy Chicken MacDeluxe.


14.If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
I guess..Rich!


15.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Not to be so emotional.


16.How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
I don't know. Because I can't see.


17.What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Screwy.


18.If you can bring only one thing along with you to another world, what would it be?
My beloved.


19. Which one do you believe ? Lust at first sight or love at first sight?
Love At First Sight.


Tagged - Sean, Daphne,Qi Hooi,WanQi,Host Play,Zhong Yi,Yong Neng & Andy Cheng.

Wednesday.

So recently,my laziness leads me to debility.
Last time I wake up at ten something everyday..
But nowadays,I wake up at eleven o'clock..
Feeling lazy to get out of my bed..keep rotting on the bed..
Last night,I was thinking..where is all our precious memories?
Is it all gone? As what I told you,you'll be neglected. That's what I worried about.
I'm sorry. I have no choice..please forgive my selfishness.
I had choose to help my Dad on his business at first. And I did it well..
When there is an appropriate,right time..I will be leaving.
Because of it's just the beginning,that's why I can't leave.
I not dare to say that I'm the most trusted person for my Dad in his business.
But I'm a trust-able person for my Dad in his business.
It's better to let a trustworthy person to help him than a distrust outsider.
My friends keep asking me why don't you continue your studies..
Actually I wanted to continue my studies also. Nowadays in society,all talk about certificate.
Without a certificate,it's hard to get a job. I knew..
But what my mind thinking is..help my Dad first. Don't know. But I think I'm the right one.
Be continued. Have a nice day guys..

Tuesday.

It's a Memorable day today. 28 October 2008
My niece was born last night. Around 2 something..
And my parents are so happy,especially my Dad.
Because he will be Grandfather soon.
Unfortunately,I can't go to the hospital visit my niece with my family.
I have to work at the shop. Sob.

Few days ago,my friends and I went to Sunlight again. no others
Because of I have to work,and normally my shop close at 12am.
My friends went there themselves at 11 something. So we decided meet there..
I closed the shop sharp at 12am,after my shower..I went there alone..
Drive with liquor and reckless. It might be dangerous,but damn excited!
I reached Sunlight before 1am,I'm fast. Don't you think so?
Friends who joined us. Kim Guan,Khye Keat,Yang,Hong Zhang,Wei Xian,Maggie & Tian Rong.
We're so high on that night,we finished 24 cans of beer within 2 hours.
Noone get drunk. Some more ask for more liquor..
The beer is limited,because I only bring 24 cans. So just let it be..

Normally we hang out with three cars. Yang's,Hong Zhang's and mine.
Those who first time go out with us will be frightened.
Because we like to "play" while driving. Even only two cars.
Friends who always mix with us know us very well. We aren't show off. But we like to play.
But they're crazier than me. They go as fast as possible,but I only go up to 170km/h.
I am driving old car,not dare to drive so fast. Afraid the engine cannot stand for.
I'm always the last one. You know why I lose? Because my family didn't buy me a new car!
My friends driving New car. But mine..don't talk about it.
Mine principle "Safety first". I cherish my family,my life,and what I got.


Both of us mad already. I also don't know why I laugh..


What is real friend stand for? Real friend will always try to entertain you whenever and whatever you want to do..
The one who support me all the time,Kim Guan. Taking photo perfunctorily. Yeahh!
My visitor meter has goes up to one thousand today. Bla Bla Bla..



We took this photo at my living room two weeks ago.
The moment we take this photo,few of them was drunk.
We finished 24 cans beer at Khye Keat's house..
After that,they came my house continue drinking..until 5am something.
My friends don't like high alcohol liquor. So everytime we only drink beer..
I myself not a heavy drinker. I had lose consciousness five times after I drank
high alcohol liquor like whisky chivas and wine. I'm weak.

Thursday.

It's been six days I didn't update my blog.
I'm not in mood..not in mood to update my blog.
I'm still thinking what course to take next year.
Think when I'm working,think before I sleep.
Not interested in engineering,commerce,computer.
It's really annoying me..
So recently,don't feel like hanging out with my friends.
My car's mid was broke down few days ago.
I wanted to change it,and it cost 1.4k for 2 set. which included 4 mid,2 tweeters..
My brother told me that it's not worthful.
I want to ask some opinion and advice from Chyi Huey.
And I called him for so many times yesterday,he didn't pick up the phone.
Hmm..got to stop here.
Going to take my lunch.

Friday.

It's raining cats and dogs.

Feel reluctant. depressed.
Can't even take a breath.
Keep myself silent as a dumb.

Nobody I can tell.

Words cannot express how sad I'm.

Most of the people thought that I'm happy.

I always smile and laugh in front of them. I'm screw

Outwardly I'm happy. but inwardly I'm not happy at all.

Because my life is sick. meaningless. indeed

I always think when I'm lying on my bed at night before I sleep.

What are you doing exactly. man you're wasting your time.

I wanted to leave this place.

Start my new life.

Making Clarification. Monday.

Seriously..

It's necessary for me to make clarification here.

This matter happened two months ago..

On 2 August 2008,I sent a birthday present to a girl.

And the birthday present was a bunch of flowers.

She used to be my girlfriend when we were in secondary school.

And I know her since I was in Form1.

By the way,I am not going to tell my girlfriend.

Because I know she will definitely get angry and feel jealous since the

girl used to be my girlfriend. So I try to conceal this matter from her.

I don't know why..this matter spread around in a short time.

At last,my girlfriend know the truth. I did explain to her..

But she doesn't believe me. I can understand her feelings..

My friends keep asking me,why you choose flowers as her birthday present?

Why I choose to present a bunch of flowers?

I was thinking what to buy on that day.

At last,I decided to buy a bunch of flowers because it's easy for me.

I ask the salesclerk to send the flowers to her house.

Otherwise,this can avoid a lot of misunderstanding.

Thing I have to do is only to pay money to the salesclerk.

That's why I choose flowers as her birthday present.

I hereby this opportunity to make clarification.

What I wanted to say is..

I present her a bunch of flowers doesn't mean I am still love her.

It's because she used to be my girlfriend and we know each other for so long time.

Saturday.

Day after day..
Watching myself die once again,just like the darkness swallow another day.
And it seems like I have been fallen into a way such no hope of escape.
I pretended to understand.
To understand your problems.
To understand your situation.
But who cares about my problems,my situation?

Fake smile.
So recently,I painted my face and set up my smile in front of my family.
I know..I know once I reveal my true emotion.
They will definitely feel unhappy.
I have been forced to depress my feelings and pressure.
Seriously nobody I can tell.

I did tried to convince myself.
But i can't..
Can't even endure such torments.
I feel tired of them.
Life should be enjoy..not suffering.

How pathetic.

Tuesday.

I used to be a cheerful guy..used to be..
Nowadays,my life becomes so meaningless.
Wake up in the damn early morning.
What for? To work..
Everyday have to work 12 hours..from 12pm to 12am.
Actually it's really tiring.
I'm only 18 years old..Isn't my life should be enjoying?
Like my friends..they go to college..they hang out together after their classes..
Go somewhere else they wanted to go..
Why can't I?
Since I hand over the shop..
My mood gradually goes down and down.
At first,I thought it was a pretty damn good job.
Gradually I found that it SUCK!
It totally different with what my mind thinking. Different at all!
I was thinking to resign last night. Considering the whole night..
My dad don't understand what I want actually.
He told me something this morning. Hurts me alot..
He said..You better think properly what you want,
you want to continue your studies,or work for me?
Actually what I want is to help him on his business.
But not be the staff in the fucking shop. Wasting my time!
I don't mind to help him keep an eye on his shop when I'm free.
Keep an eye doesn't mean to stay in the shop for whole day.
I want to be a normal person.

Sunday.

I guess being happy is easier than being sad
But how come most of the time,I am sad
Am I too sensitive of every tiny things happened around me?

I guess I could be rich in the future
But he told me no pain no gain
And you have to work hard for your own future
OMG! Is it I have to find the other way out?

I guess I'm in a happy family
But in fact I'm not
There is some deficiency in my family
Shit! How come my life is not perfect.

I guess I afford to buy a new car by myself
But do I really need a new car?
What for? To show off? I don't know.

I guess we could share the car
But whenever I want to go out with the car
Why I have to get the permission from you before I go out
Is this called share?

I guess I could satisfy what you want if I wanted to do
But the truth is I can't
I tried my utmost,and I realised I can't
Why? Is this my fault?

I guess we could be together last forever
But you hurt me deeply
I wonder what you thinking
I'm totally exhausted.

Saturday.

I hate these!
I hate to stay in the shop for half of a day..
Facing those non-educated people..
They are "SCUM OF NATION"..

One of my staff always make me feel irritating..
I'm wonder why don't my Dad just hire another staff to replace this staff..

I decided to take a computer course next year..
Perhaps I will be interested..
Better than I stay in the shop..
Once I continue my studies..
I don't have to go to the shop often..
It might a good decision for me.

So recently..
Out of the ordinary,there is alot of pimples pop out..
Arghh..I detest my pimply face!

Saturday

Last post 12 September 2008 til now..15 days..

Went to Jusco only for doughnut..
It might be a bit ridiculous...but for me,it's worthful..
Chyi Huey called me at 4 something..
And asking me to MacDonald join them..
We decided to have a gathering at 9pm on the same day..
So I just say Ok since I'm free..

9:40p.m
I reached MacDonald..
Hong Zhang,Khye Keat,Kim Guan already there when I reached..
After few minutes,Yang and Chyi Huey only reached.
It's bored,doing nothing there..
We take a long time to think what to do..

That we don't feel bored..

Someone suggest back home..

Someone suggest go Karaoke..

Finally,we decided to go karaoke..

We sing non-stop,almost 3 hours..

Hong Zhang calls himself "Prince of Love Song" :X..

And we went home at 1am..
Since Yang and Khye Keat have to work..

Then only willing go back home..

We doing stupid things!

Friday

Recently I have realise that I'm too conscious of
what I should say or do upon approval from others.
And last night I had learned a lessson..
Learn not to be so aggressive..
Aggressive may bring us trouble sometimes..
Learn to be patient..
Things happened like last night..
If I keep being myself,not to be patient..
Alot of eventualities will happen..
So luckily I kept myself patient last night..
Actually last night I was thinking to beat him up..
In the twinkling of an eye..
I think I should be patient,because of the benefits in the future..
Bygone be bygone..let it go..
Let's see who is the winner eventually.
And he has to pay for what he did.
I promise..

Being so hesitant..

Since Monday..
I don't have to stay at the shop for whole day..
At 8 something,I went back my house and have my dinner.
While having my dinner..We were chatting in the dining hall.
My mum said something make me heart broken.
I was thinking..
Should I continue help my dad on his business..
Or start my new life and never get involve in my dad business.

For my parents..
May be I'm only a person who are capable and trusted on their business..
May be I'm not the eligible candidate to follow on their business..
May be I'm can only helping them on their business..
Is this my destiny?

Sunday

I'm dying in the early morning..
Feel extremely sleepy..
Took an economy breakfast - char koay teow..tastes greasy.
One of my friend..
We used to be schoolmate at Chung Ling Butterworth.
I never expect that she will visit my blog..
The moment when I know this..
I feel happy. Thanks for visitng and viewing my blog..
She said that my life seems like full of liquor.
May be? I think before..to eliminate liquor from my life.
Be honest..I can't. The only way is not to drink often.

Saturday..

What a changeable weather,fine one moment,raining the next..
Anyway..I am in a happy mood today..
And I suppose to blog something that sound delightful..
Since my shop can be opened and operate as normal..
I feel so excited by the way I feel worries too..
Working life have changed me to become an early sleeper and also an early waker..
Last time,normally I go to bed at 3am something,and wake up at 11am..
But now there is a little changes..
I go to bed before 2am,and wake up sharp at 9am..

Today..
After I took my shower,I went for breakfast..
and I reached my shop at 11am..
Now staying at my shop..sitting in front computer..
Typing these..
Once I think I have to work until 12am..I feel sad..
I have no time to hang out with my friends anymore..
I afraid because this,friendship will becomes estranged..
I miss my parents so much!

Wednesday

Today..I woke up at 9 something..
Guess what is the first thing I did in this morning..
Not brushing my teeth..
Not washing my face..
Not pissing in the toilet..
The first thing floated on my mind in this morning..
Switch on the laptop and check the profit..
Yeah,that's what I wanted to do..

My parents are going to Singapore today..
They are not traveling..They go to Singapore to go further on their business..
We have to be independence again..
It's so troublesome that have to think what to eat..
Take care of ourselves..

12:48am..Received a call from Guan,
who help superior to manage business matter..
He told me that our shop can be opened start from the day after tomorrow..
He asked me to inform my staff to stand by..
And I was thinking..
Shop can be opened doesn't mean that can be operated as normal..
May be we have to do business without opening the door..
If things really happen as what I said..
It's really sad and irritating..
I had asked Guan the way to operate the shop..
And he answered me that he will let me know tomorrow...
So just wait the answer and decide what to do..

Already felt sleepy..
Good Night..

Girl must understand ALL of these!

1) Guys may be flirting around all day,
but before they go to sleep,
they always think about the girl they truly care about....

2) Guys are more emotional then you think,
if they loved you at one point,
it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go,
and it hurts every second that they try.
3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile(:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking.
And he'll assume he did something wrong
and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems,
he just needs someone to listen to him.
You don't need to give advice.

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THEN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls.
They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous.
If a guy uses that,
he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl,

he will think about it for the next couple days
or
until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back,
he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl,
he really is....Guys rarely say that.
13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone,
he's just actually saying,
"Please come and listen to me''

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him.
It doesn't happen that often,
so when it does, you know something's up.
15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second,
he's definitely thinkingsomething.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange
and have unpredictable decisions and
are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the world to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own.
He's just too stubborn to admit it

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!!Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE..

31 August 2008

Slept at 4am and woke up at 9am today..
Sitting at my dinning room alone and typing this..
My family and I went to Penang to have breakfast at 11am..
We reached home at 1pm..Quite bored..
But I'm going out with my friends at 2:30pm!
Hopefully today is a NICE day..

It's not a NICE day..
My friends arrived my house at 3pm..
We planning to go Queensbay Mall actually..
Because of the trafic at Penang bridge is extremely congested..
So we decided to go BM Jusco..
But eventuality always comes toward us..
My friend's car airconditioner was broke down..
Some more the way to BM Jusco is also congested with cars..
Sitting on a car without airconditioner..wait..wait..wait..
We probably take 30minutes wait in the car..
And finally we reached!
Once we step into the mall..
We feel cool and refreshing..
There is only a word for me to describe the feelings.."SONG"!
There is alot of people crowded in the mall..
It seems like every stuff are free..
I wanted to buy some clothes..
But none of those clothes are liking to me..
Fine..We go for foods after that..
Omg! Alot of people were queue up to order foods..
MacDonald,KFC,Nando,Sushi Queen,all of that..
My friend Yang and I unwilling to queue up to order the foods..
But eventually we queue up too..because we are too hungry..
We bought 2 set of Spicy Chicken MacDeluxe..1 set is mine,and the other set is Yang..
We have our foods in the car,because there is no table for us..Sob..
It's really unforgettable day for me..

And now(7:30pm) I am going to have my dinner with my lovely family..



3:38am..Just finished my bath..
Wanna drop my feelings here..
Feel down..extremely tired..dying..
Going to bed..zzZzzz...

Life..

Life should be meaningful,and shouldn't be meaningless..
Sometimes I feel that my life is meaningful,

but sometimes I got lots of emotional which makes me feel sad and down.

Actually I should satisfy with what I got..

But I have a wild ambition.

Dad always tell me,learn to say before you sing.

Means everything have to be step by step..

I understand the rules,but my mind is not under control.

I never express my feelings to anyone,included my family.

The only one who can comfort me also leave me away..

Outwardly look happy,but inwardly noone will understand.

I wish I could be happier after I post this..

Having fun with friend..

Since my Dad's shop cannot open,my life becomes more freedom..

Nowadays,I help my Dad on his on business,mostly I work at home.

And my work is to fix up those computer which are infected virus..

and something i couldn't tell :X.

And now,I always hanging out with my friends-

Hoong Zhang,Khye Keat,Kim Guan,Yang and Wei Xian.

Three weeks ago,we drank beer at Khye Keat house,and now this become a bad habit for us.

Every saturday night,we will buy a dozen of beer to drink and have fun at somebody house,

we play poker with team,2 people in a team,and I always team with Hoong Zhang,

Khye Keat with Maggie,Yang with Wei Xian..

We play DAI 2,loser have to drink 1 cup of beer as punishment.

It's easier to say than do..but once you drink more than 5 cup of beer,you will feel flighty.

But we like the feeling...

Last saturday,we bought a Whisky Chivas..One of my friend said that it tastes like cockroach.

Most of my friends doesn't like Whisky Chivas,on that night,we only drink a little bit,

and noone get drunk :(.

I remember the first time I drink Whisky Chivas,it really tastes weird.

It's definitely different with beer or wine..

They told me practice makes perfect,so I took my Dad's Whisky Chivas to "practice",

and now I can stand for the cockroach already.

Whisky Chivas that we haven't finish,gonna finish it next time!

Supervisor for only 2 days?

Shop is not open since Friday night..

It's because of police operation,

the police had cleanup almost 3-5 gambling shop in this few days,

6x computers had been confiscated,and 5x gamblers had been caught by police.

I think after few days,shop only can be operated as normal.

Hari Raya is coming soon,I think those police are lacking of money,

that's why they do so many operations,

and struggle for money from the boss.

See? This is my country goverment's style..

They are miserable,foolish,despicable,pitiful..

Waiting..

08:28 p.m..

Waiting the technician to fix the game's problem at my Dad's shop.

It's freaking boring,that's why I open my blog.

Today I'm quite free,because the staff has been shift to morning shift,

so things I have to do is only keep eyes on the business,and serve the customers.

Nowadays,I can leave the shop whenever I have things to do.

Included my own things..but can't leave the shop often,

because I responsible to take care of my Dad's business..

My life is so meaningful..>.^

Not my ideal car anymore..

It's the latest Toyota Vios 1.5S in Malaysia 2008

I found this on China website..They modified this car or this is the original car in China?
But compare with Malaysia's,this one really looks much better and cool..

My new life begin?

I guess start from tomorrow..
My brand new life will be begins..
It's because the conflict at night shift gonna BOOM..
So the staff have to shift to morning shift,or leave..
The staff prefer to shift,because he doesn't work for almost 2 years.
He needs this job to keep survive.
So once he shift to morning shift,I will be very free,very leisure..
But I will go my shop often too,to keep eye on business and raise it up.
Since I work,I wake up at nine something everyday.
Before I work,I wake up at least twelve something,sometimes 2 something..
It's really good to me,because I wake up in the early morning,
and i have lots of time to do my own things.
Don't you think so? And it's my pleasure that I can work for my Dad..
I really appreciate what I got..My family,my parents who are open minded,
two elder brothers,and one sister. Yeah..

Can't fall asleep..

Come on,let me introduce my family members to you guys..There is nine people in this photo. Those who are sitting start from the left,who wearing white pant,she is my Mum..The one sit beside my Mum,she is my Mum's mother,means my Grandmother..The one who sit beside my Grandmother,she is my Dad's mother,means she is also my Grandmother. Confusing? So where is my Dad? Yeah,he is the one who wearing jeans and sitting beside my Grandmother. Not the one wearing red shirt huh,my Dad is a MAN..Those who standing at the back..Start from left,the first one is my sister,the second one is my elder brother,the third one is my sister-in-law,the fourth one is my eldest brother,and the last one is ME..Freaking Cool!

22 July 2008

It's a sunny day today..

Wake up at nine something,then directly go to take my bath..

The water is cool,it really refreshing me in the early morning!

After that,i went to Maybank withdraw the money return to my Dad..

And I reached my shop at ten something.

Within these few days,there is some conflict between staff and staff at night shift.

So my Dad decided to shift one of the staff to morning shift,and hire a staff for night shift.

That's mean start from the day the staff shift to morning shift,

i will become supervisor for the shop and also as a substitution.

I feel so happy because this is what i want..

So I have leisure time and no need stay at my shop the whole day.

I hope this shop can be operated last forever. I miss my friend so much..

Since we graduated at secondary school,we lost contact for so long time.

1st Post

17 of July,the day i created my own Blog.
It's quite boring everyday staying at my dad's shop and manage his business,
so I do often browse among thestar and youtube.
Nowadays,most of the nation news debating on Datuk Seri Anwar Ibrahim's sodomy allegations case. Fed up with that..
Let's talk about Me!
My whole family had been moved into new house on 20 of June.
But eventuality comes over my family..
It's really makes us heart broken. My eldest brother..
We don't even know what he thinking..
Actually he can afford a luxury car with his monthly salary,
some more my dad gives him occupy half of the profit of the business.
But he dissapointing my family one and one again..
My dad not going to trust him and giving him any chance.
My dad not allow him to work for him.
5 of July,start from the day,I hand over the shop..
Actually for me,it's not really profitable..
But if compare with any job in the society,included CEO in a company,
it might be better than that! I am not bullshit..But this is the truth..
This is the 13th day I work..
Since I hand over my dad's business,I have no leisure time to accompany my Beloved.
I felt guilty,but I have no choice..I have to..
The closest to me in my family,it's my Dad!
He is the one I admire,I am proud of my Dad..
I have to stop here,because..Time's up! Is time to change shift..to be continued..